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Hate is bad?! OH MY GOD!!!!!!

 To begin with im not gonna act like im the incarnation of peace i have major stress issues i deal with, and a lot of hate in me but no form of hate is free of responsability or consequence no in due time i worked on improving that part of myself bit by bit especially because my heart cant handle it anymore i've seen people suffer a lot from hate and being hated being hated for what they are being hated for what they do being hated for no reason at all sometimes its understandable sure, but hate is not a picky feeling it leaks out even when you dont want it to, its tempting  and then you ruin everything before you know it you lose friends, you lose chances, maybe family too and more by all means you can hate bad people sure, its a fun hobby but hating a whole group of people due to one bad apple is just mean spirited and a waste of your time, disgusting even grown men bothering kids until they commit suicide feel proud and hell they dont even need a reason, they just hate for ...

Nostalgia, the depressive poison you love so much!

 What can i say? i dont really know it too well, i know its inside me for sure i think im going stupid, but what is it really, a natural mood killer? makes me feel like bums when i feel it, yet im caught in the web anyways guilty pleasure? just my depression making it lame? or am i mixing things up im already out of words, im tired and lucid dreaming is becoming so very addictive i can dream of anything i want, i can relieve anything i want, see outcomes i never saw going nuts is not all that bad anyway, what am i missing, i never had the usual life it is nice typing it out of my head, makes me a little lighter bit by bit, any good IS good right? did i go off topic? i dont know im not sure, its quite late too so im on brain economy mode maybe i should find someone to hug all the time, i really miss hugging and all i miss a type of connection that i cant quite find anymore, and it wounds my heart deep its not gonna stop my life, no not at this point, as im shitting bricks at the tou...

Why live?

 why not duh!

Top 10 underrated (not especially good just underrated) games! + a poem

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ok ok i wont nag for long! 10 - Spelunker 2: how many people do you see talking about it? none? true!, maybe for good reasons too, it's a very interesting adventure game with cool stuff like teleporting even, but really i cant recomend, im yet to beat it too oof... 9 - TLGOZ black crown: ever needed a zelda diablo with extra jank? well here it is, it plays fine even if a bit slow, it's reaaaaaaaaaaaalll grindy tho and a little directionless but its a neat experience, i also like the song (and or remixes) chosen. 8 - Mariovania: MARIOVANIA WAS ALWAYS REAL!!, and kinda whack but its honestly pretty fun after the begining gripes, it so cool to use the koopa shell for example, and yeah you have a full menu like sotn (and sotn music too) it may not look so good but give it a shot! (also there was something about a remake but i was unable to fid more info, also does anyone remember that super pretty mario classicvania video mockup where it was raining and a lot of shaders and mario l...

ZUN makes me sad

To begin with, I will be honest: he always had some sloppy in his works— (tracing, plagiarism, stock images, even AI at one point, but its not that bad). Some people think he makes good characters, and yes, he does sometimes, but mostly he makes very simple and vague ones where only fans truly fill them with charm. He makes countless of them, slate or not, again and again. And you know the designs are part of why fans even bother to start trying to like a tad of them. And honestly, that's just normal. I'm not gonna pretend part of my disappointment doesn't come from his rejection of PC-98 and some retcons. With how he constantly just makes new shit up, why even do that? Why did he bring back four returning girls and not one of the most charismatic ones? Is he stupid? "Oh, he doesn't want to just please his fans"— blah, blah, blah. He made UT collabs to please another comm, and yet PC-98 fans dry out. Wth. The worst part is I'm an old fan, been playing t...

A serious poem!!! joy!!!

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How i feel about chrono adventure (the sonic fan game)

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 Chrono adventure is quite the game i have to say, a sonic metroidvania rpg?! it was so hype for me! Full playlist here:  Osaka! Its not exactly a perfect game but i do think its perfect for me, so i bring it here I will put everything on parts and give them a score! Gameplay: starting with the most important part, its mighty fine and fun, with just a bit of jank so im giving it a 9/10 Level design: oh now this is the more hard part, some parts are neat, some are big wide spaces ou can run trough (which i honestly like doing) and some are that one snow part i always take the teleporter to skip, im gonna suggarcoat it a bit regardless sorry 7/10 Exploration: well its your usual metroidvania in that regard, with some rare cryptic secrets too, but sadly you will mostly find exp and the emeralds (with 1 secret boss), oh well its not too bad or good so 6/10 Graphics: for the time this game looked good for a sonic fan game and honestly i dont really care how good looking one can be ...