Nostalgia, the depressive poison you love so much!

 What can i say?
i dont really know it too well, i know its inside me for sure
i think im going stupid, but what is it really, a natural mood killer?
makes me feel like bums when i feel it, yet im caught in the web anyways
guilty pleasure? just my depression making it lame? or am i mixing things up
im already out of words, im tired and lucid dreaming is becoming so very addictive
i can dream of anything i want, i can relieve anything i want, see outcomes i never saw
going nuts is not all that bad anyway, what am i missing, i never had the usual life
it is nice typing it out of my head, makes me a little lighter bit by bit, any good IS good
right?

did i go off topic? i dont know im not sure, its quite late too so im on brain economy mode
maybe i should find someone to hug all the time, i really miss hugging and all
i miss a type of connection that i cant quite find anymore, and it wounds my heart deep
its not gonna stop my life, no not at this point, as im shitting bricks at the tought of dying
the 90's the 00's the 10's and soon enough the 20's, i grow ever so old and boring

anyway how do you feel? you the cursed by rng fool who runs into this!
i doubt i have any returning people, am i right?

well bye bye!

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